Day 31: Crushed Into Wholeness
The Last Word Belongs to Life
"My old self has been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. So I live in this world by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." — Galatians 2:20 (NLT)
We end where we began — with the essential transaction that all of July has been describing from different angles. The old self crucified. Christ living. Not I, but He. This is not a formula for religious performance or spiritual striving. It is a declaration about what has happened in the deepest architecture of a life that has passed through the furnace. The self that insists on its own centrality, its own adequacy, its own self-sufficiency — that self has been crucified with Christ. It is not reformed or improved. It is crucified.
And what has been left behind — or rather, what has come to inhabit the life that the old self vacated — is Christ Himself. Not principles derived from Christ. Not religious commitments inspired by Christ. Christ. His life, His character, His presence, His sufficiency filling the space that the crucified self once occupied. This is the end state of everything we have explored in July: not a broken person lying in their ruins, but a person whose ruins have been inhabited by the living Christ.
Brokenness is not the destination. It is the pathway. The crushing is not what God is building toward — it is what He is building through. The threshing floor is not the harvest; it is the preparation for the harvest. The pit is not the purpose of Joseph's life; it is the corridor to the purpose. The cross is not the end of the story; it is the passage to resurrection. Brokenness, in the hands of the God who raises the dead, is always and ultimately the preparation for wholeness.
But it is a different wholeness than what we started with. The wholeness that emerges from the furnace is not a restored version of the pre-furnace self. It is not a repaired jar, a healed Jacob who no longer limps, a reassembled alabaster jar with the cracks repaired. It is something genuinely new — the new creation that Paul describes in 2 Corinthians 5:17, the new thing that Isaiah promised in chapter 43, the resurrection life that Paul declares in Galatians 2:20.
You have been crushed. That is real, and this month has not minimized it. The potter has pressed the clay back into the lump. The threshing floor has done its work. The refiner has skimmed the dross. The pit has had its time. But the last word in the story of every life given to God does not belong to brokenness. It belongs to the life that follows it — the life of Christ filling the vessel that the crushing has emptied, the resurrection that follows every crucifixion, the wholeness that can only be reached through the broken way.
It is no longer I who live. That sentence is the whole testimony of July. The self that I was building, maintaining, protecting, and performing has been crucified with Christ. In its place — in the glorious vacancy left by the death of the self-sufficient self — Christ lives. And that is not a lesser life than the one that came before the breaking. It is the life for which the breaking was necessary. The crushing was always on its way to this: a wholeness that no earthquake, no prison, no pit, no furnace, and no grave can take away.
Reflection: As you close this month, name one specific way in which you are different at the end of July than you were at the beginning. What has been crushed? And what of Christ has come to inhabit the space the crushing created? Let that be your testimony.
"The broken life is not the wasted life. It is the surrendered life — and the surrendered life is the only life Christ can fully inhabit. The crushing was always on its way to wholeness. — Oswald Chambers"