The Empty Chair

Walking Home: A Series for Veterans Carrying Wounds the World Can’t See — Part 7

(All Scripture quotations are from the New Living Translation, NLT.)

There’s a lie that sounds like wisdom, and a lot of veterans have come to believe it. It goes like this: It’s better this way. Everyone’s better off without me around. I’m easier to be near from a distance. I’ll just keep to myself.

So the invitations get declined. The phone calls go unreturned. The church pew sits empty. The chair at the family table stays pushed in. And slowly, without ever quite deciding to, you build a life with a wall around it — telling yourself it’s to protect them from you, or you from them, or just to keep the peace. And the terrible thing about that wall is that it works. It does keep people out. And then you’re alone with the very thoughts that are hardest to survive alone.

I know that wall. I’ve built it myself, brick by brick, and called it by nicer names. So let me tell you what I’ve learned about the God who has a habit of showing up on the wrong side of it.

A Great Man, Alone Under a Bush

Elijah was one of the boldest men in all of Scripture. He’d just come off the greatest victory of his life — he’d stood alone against hundreds of enemies of God and won. And then, days later, exhausted and afraid and hunted, he did something that might sound familiar. He ran. He left his servant behind. He went out into the wilderness alone, sat down under a solitary broom tree, and asked God to let him die.

“I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life” (1 Kings 19:4, NLT). And then he said the loneliest sentence a person can say — the lie at the center of all isolation: “I am the only one left” (1 Kings 19:10, NLT).

I am the only one left. No one understands. No one’s been where I’ve been. I’m alone in this. Elijah — a giant of the faith — believed that lie completely, at the bottom of his exhaustion. So if you’ve believed it too, you are in far better company than the lie wants you to know.

How God Comes to the Isolated

Now watch how God deals with a man who has walled himself off in the wilderness and asked to die. This is one of the most tender passages in the whole Bible, and every isolated veteran needs to see it.

God does not shout at Elijah. He does not shame him for running or lecture him about his attitude. First, He lets him sleep. Then He sends an angel to feed him — twice — because sometimes the holiest thing a person needs first is rest and a meal, not a sermon. God tends to the body before He addresses the soul.

And then, when Elijah has poured out his despair, God doesn’t answer in the earthquake or the fire Elijah might have expected. He comes in “a gentle whisper” (1 Kings 19:12, NLT). The God of all power approaches the burned-out, isolated man not with a roar but with a whisper — close, quiet, gentle. That’s how He comes to you in the empty room, too. Not to condemn the wall. To sit down on your side of it.

And He gently corrects the lie. He tells Elijah there are actually seven thousand others who haven’t bowed to the enemy — he was never as alone as his exhaustion told him. Then God gives him the two things that break isolation: a purpose to get up for, and a companion, Elisha, to share the road. God’s cure for Elijah’s aloneness was not “toughen up and cope alone.” It was work to do and a person to do it with.

Why the Wall Has to Come Down

Scripture is blunt about this, because it matters too much to be gentle: “Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble” (Ecclesiastes 4:9–10, NLT). Someone who falls alone is in real trouble. That’s not an insult. It’s a warning from a God who loves you and knows exactly what the isolation is setting you up for.

The lie tells you the wall is keeping everyone safe. The truth is the wall is where the enemy of your soul wants you — cut off, unwatched, alone with thoughts that grow more convincing in the dark and would shrink to their real size in the light of one honest conversation. You were not made to be a fortress of one. From the very beginning, God looked at a person alone and said the only “not good” in a world He’d called good: it is not good for a human to be alone.

Pulling Out the Chair

So how does the wall come down? The same way it went up — one brick at a time, in reverse. And let me say plainly: if the isolation has gotten dark, if being alone with your thoughts has started to feel dangerous, please don’t wait — reach out to someone today, or call the Veterans Crisis Line at 988 and press 1. Some walls need help coming down, and reaching for that help is one of the bravest things a soldier ever does.

But if you’re able to start small, start small. Return the one call. Say yes to the one invitation you were going to decline. Sit in the pew for one service. Let one trusted person past the wall — not everyone, just one — and let them see the real you, and discover they don’t run. The wall promised safety and delivered a prison. One honest connection begins to hand back the key.

And know this above all: even when you succeeded in walling everyone else out, there was One the wall could never keep out. “I can never escape from your Spirit! I can never get away from your presence! If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the grave, you are there” (Psalm 139:7–8, NLT). He has been on your side of the wall the entire time. In the wilderness. Under the broom tree. In the empty room at the worst hour. You were never actually the only one left.

Pull the chair back out, soldier. The table’s been waiting — and so has He.

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Peter   810.922.1473         Bill    586.404.3316

Next in the series: Survivor’s Guilt — the question “why did I come home?” and the God who gives a reason to still be here.