Day 29:
Paul’s Thorn
2 Corinthians 12:7–10 (NLT)
Paul’s thorn in the flesh confronts one of the most difficult realities of surrender: sometimes obedience does not lead to removal, relief, or resolution—but to grace that sustains us in what remains. Paul writes, “So to keep me from becoming proud, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger from Satan to torment me and keep me from becoming proud” (2 Corinthians 12:7). The thorn was not accidental. It was purposeful. God allowed it, not as punishment, but as protection.
Paul never identifies the thorn. Was it physical illness, chronic weakness, persecution, spiritual torment, or ongoing opposition? Scripture leaves it unnamed so every believer can see their own unresolved suffering reflected in Paul’s words. The issue is not what the thorn was, but what it produced. The thorn kept Paul dependent. It tethered him to grace.
Paul prayed earnestly for relief: “Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away” (v. 8). Persistent prayer was not a lack of faith—it was faith expressing desperation. Jesus prayed three times in Gethsemane (Matthew 26:39–44). Paul prayed three times for removal. Both men demonstrate that surrender does not silence pleading; it submits after pleading.
God’s answer was not explanation, healing, or relief. It was revelation: “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness” (2 Corinthians 12:9). Grace here is not forgiveness alone; it is sustaining power. God did not remove the thorn—He redefined it. What Paul saw as an obstacle, God used as an altar where divine power rested.
This exposes a core truth of the gospel: God’s power is not displayed through human competence but through surrendered limitation. “God chose things the world considers foolish… weak… and despised” (1 Corinthians 1:27–28). The cross itself proves this principle. Apparent defeat became eternal victory. Weakness became the stage for resurrection power.
Paul’s response marks mature surrender: “So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me” (2 Corinthians 12:9). He did not deny pain or glorify suffering. He surrendered his demand for removal and discovered something greater—abiding power. He moved from pleading for change to resting in grace.
He continues, “That’s why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong” (v. 10). This is not emotional detachment. It is spiritual clarity. Paul understood that strength independent of God is actually vulnerability, while weakness surrendered to God becomes strength infused with Christ.
This truth confronts modern Christianity’s fixation on comfort and resolution. We often assume unanswered prayer means failure, rejection, or insufficient faith. Paul teaches otherwise. Sometimes God’s most loving answer is “no,” because the thorn accomplishes what ease never could—humility, dependence, and enduring intimacy with Christ.
The thorn prevented Paul from relying on intellect, gifting, authority, or experience. It forced daily dependence. “We are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed… struck down, but not destroyed” (2 Corinthians 4:8–9). The thorn became the channel through which resurrection power flowed.
Surrender does not always change circumstances. Sometimes it changes posture. Sometimes it means trusting God’s wisdom when relief does not come and discovering that grace is not a consolation prize but the very power of God sustaining us. Paul’s thorn teaches us that what God does not remove, He redeems—and what He redeems becomes a place of strength.
“Surrender is trusting that the grace God supplies is more powerful than the relief He withholds—and discovering that weakness yielded to Christ becomes the dwelling place of His strength.”