Day 16
Midpoint Reflection
The Cost and the Joy of Surrender
We have reached the midpoint of this month-long journey into surrender, and by now the weight of the call may feel heavier than when we began. Surrender sounds noble in language and inspiring in Scripture, but it becomes costly the moment it touches what we treasure most. Today is a pause—not to retreat, but to look honestly at both the cost and the joy of yielding ourselves fully to Christ.
The Cost Is Real
Jesus never softened the cost of surrender. He spoke plainly: “Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple” (Luke 14:27). A cross is not symbolic inconvenience; it is an instrument of death. Jesus also warned, “So therefore, any one of you who does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple” (Luke 14:33). Surrender costs autonomy, control, reputation, and often comfort. It dismantles our right to ourselves.
Throughout Scripture, surrender always required tangible loss. Abraham was asked to lay Isaac on the altar (Genesis 22:2). The disciples “left everything and followed him” (Luke 5:11). Mary accepted the risk of shame and misunderstanding when she said, “Let it be to me according to your word” (Luke 1:38). The rich young ruler was told to sell all he had (Mark 10:21). Surrender was never theoretical—it demanded real obedience with real consequences.
The men and women we have studied so far paid a visible price. Joseph endured betrayal, slavery, and prison (Genesis 37–40). Esther risked her life by approaching the king uninvited (Esther 4:16). Hannah surrendered the son she prayed for years to receive (1 Samuel 1:27–28). Paul suffered beatings, imprisonment, and constant danger (2 Corinthians 11:23–27). Surrender always costs something dear.
The Joy Is Greater
Yet Scripture is equally clear that what is gained surpasses what is lost. Paul declared, “I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord” (Philippians 3:8). Peter confessed, “We have left everything and followed you,” and Jesus answered, “There is no one who has left house or brothers… who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, and in the age to come eternal life” (Mark 10:28–30).
Jesus Himself promised, “Whoever loses his life for my sake will find it” (Matthew 16:25). We do not lose and regain the same life. We lose a self-directed, fear-driven existence and receive a life anchored in Christ. We surrender control and receive peace (Philippians 4:6–7). We release our plans and receive God’s purposes (Proverbs 19:21). We empty our hands and discover they are being held by God (Isaiah 41:10).
The Invitation Remains
If these first fifteen days have exposed resistance in your heart, you are not alone. The disciples struggled repeatedly. Peter denied Jesus (Luke 22:61–62). Thomas doubted (John 20:25). James and John pursued status (Mark 10:37). Yet Jesus did not abandon them. He patiently reshaped them through surrender. “He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion” (Philippians 1:6).
God is not demanding instant perfection; He is inviting daily obedience. Jesus said, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me” (Luke 9:23). Surrender is both a decisive choice and a continual posture.
As we move into the second half of this journey, remember this: you are not surrendering to an abstract command, but to a Savior who first surrendered Himself for you. “He humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross” (Philippians 2:8). When we look at Calvary, surrender becomes not a grim duty, but a joyful response to overwhelming love.
Press on. The One calling you deeper has already gone before you—and He is worthy of everything.